I knew I should've gone to the liquor store.,....

at least i have this lovely bottle of champagne to numb me.
JOY
but what shall i drink tomorrow??:???
SHIT !
Maybe i should go to bed,huh?????
at least i'm numb and that means i can't hurt right now....
that;s all that matters.
why me?
aren't i a goo d person?
if i am then why me?
i need to go cry now.
I certainly can't type....