Blimey Bastard

That is what I'll call him from now on !
My ex, that is.....
Just when I think he's gone for good and I'll never again have to hear his name or see his butt-ugly face something happens.
This time?
He fucking is stalking me in my dreams !
I had a full on dream about this fucker last night ! ! ! !
Nothing that involved, say, he and I even remotely liking one another again but just the same !
So the 2o million dollar question of the day is this...
How does one go about exorcising another from their minds forever?????
I fucking got rid of what I thought was still "tying us together" on some cosmic level.
Maybe if I actually got rid of the dress????
But the dress wasn't ever worn that day ! ! ! !
And it's MINE !
And he never even SAW it !
And it was all about ME not the day or him ! ! ! !
BLAH !
The funny thing is that at my mom's garage sale last summer I was all about selling the thing.
But she refused to tell me where the fuck it was in her house....
So I couldn't....
She babbled something nonsensical about me one day getting married and, for some reason, she thought I should hang onto the dress "just in case"....
Forget the fact that I was a fucking TOOTHPICK back then and I've gotten a wee bit curvier since then !

Bad morning...
That's how I'll chalk this up....
Plain and simple....