Preferences....

Would VERY much prefer to be gouged with hot pokers rather than go to work today.
As the weeks go by it becomes harder and harder for me to force myself to have a positive outlook on this crapola job of mine.
I've applied EVERYWHERE and then some and still haven't had one bite yet.
This I will not give up on, though, as it is definitely a REQUIREMENT I'm imposing on myself this year - - - get the fuck out of there and get a new job ! ! ! ! ! !
I'm also in a bit of a funk as of late - - - so that's probably not helping out too much either.
I'll be looking another birthday in the face in the near future and it's weird. I'm not a person who's EVER worried about her age or an upcoming birthday. If anything I usually LOVE my birthdays. But for some reason this year I'm a bit bummed out. Perhaps it's because I'm looking at being one year closer to becoming a childless spinster. I don't know. That's the other thing. Before it was always my mother putting the heat on regarding marriage and kids. I'm coming to the realization that my time is starting to grow short on the kid front and if I want them I'm going to have to get going in the next couple of years. And in having kids I'd like to be married to the one supplying the sperm for these little monsters.....so there's that.
BLAH.
Maybe it's just the Monday Morning Misery shaking me up at the moment....
CRAP.
It's already getting late and I'm not even close to getting ready.
Hopefully y'all have a better day than I fear I'll be having !
CIAO !