Trust

Trust...
It's an interesting thing with me...
Break it once and, so far as I'm concerned, repairing and regaining it is nearly impossible.
I guess I can thank my grandfather for my ability to hold a grudge (the only bad trait I think he ever passed along to some of his daughters and grandchildren).
But it's not necessairly about a grudge, is it?
It's that a person is showing you what they're capable of, a glimpse at their "soul" if you will.
In some cases, an indicator of how your feelings on a topic mean absolutely nothing.
The problem is this.
How can one gain the trust back? What would it take? What would do it?
How could that person re-prove themselves?
It's not enough to stay out of trouble.
It's about somehow being able to prove that you can be trusted in certain situations that you previously screwed up in.
I don't know.
It just really sucks to be the one who can't trust and is made to feel badly about it when you're not the one who did wrong in the first place....