The NERVE ! ! ! !

So.
I'll admit it .
I'm REALLY nervous.
Like, my stomach is in knots nervous.
Today is the day.
And I'm wondering WHEN I should do this - first thing, afternoon or last thing.
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH ! ! ! ! !
I nearly did it last night when I was ready to leave because I had to stay late and it was just me and the boss man in the module.
But NO.
I'd planned to do it TODAY.
And so today it shall be.
Everyone things I shouldn't be scared or nervous because their attitude is "What do you have to lose? You're leaving. Fuck them !".
HOWEVER.
My company (or, should I say, soon to be former company) is one that can be equated to an abusive relationship. They shit all over you, mentally abuse you and then turn around and tell you you're the best thing going. Just when you get ready to tell them all where to go they make you feel guilty by being nice to you. The biggest "quality" they shove down your throat is loyalty. And leaving isn't a very "loyal" move, now is it?
TOUGH.
This is MY time and MY wonderful opportunity.
H said to be prepared for him to possibly try to counter offer me and fight to keep me.
Here' s the problem.
There is NO amount of money they could pay me to stay.
NONE.
The company is run by a giant, deranged child and I cannot be in that situation a moment longer.
*DEEP BREATH*
O.k.
Time to get ready to get outta here and go do the difficult !
Wish me luck !